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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Life's Randomness

Does life ever slow down?! I thought it was supposed to slow down once you got older and boy was I wrong!! Well I did it! I graduated from massage school! It's crazy and scary all at the same time, I can "officialy" choose the road my future will take. (I know we always control our future but wow it's kinda crazy!!).

I had no idea you could possibly love a child so much! I'm seriously head over heels in love with the kids I nanny and how is it that the little one just turned 4?! TIME PLEASE SLOW DOWN!! They are getting so big and indepent it makes me want to cry! I guess a 'nan (my version of mom) has to loosen the reigns and let go sometime doesn't she. But really do I have to? I don't want them to grow up any more!! I want to freeze time!! Time please stop! Let me enjoy and savor every moment I have with them right now! Seriously is it normal to love children this much?! I hurt when they hurt, I cry when they cry, I laugh when they laugh and I'm so incredibly happy my heart hurts when they are happy and care free like a child should be! Can someone take a picture and freeze time please!? (Please pass the tissues)

Wow I thought life would slow down once I got out of school but it just seems like everyday I am getting busier and busier (I am not and should not complain some people aren't as lucky as me!)

What is up with the economy?! How did we go from fine to down the mountain side so quickly? I have been moved to part time at work (It was good and I understand why) I am now available on Tuesdays and Thursdays if anyone needs help with anything just give me a call. Again I should not complain I can at least say I still have a part time job when I know many MANY can't even say that much but how long is it gonna take for things to get back to normal?

Well I believe that is all for now. I know I know a really random long post I can't hook up my camera right now but when I can expect alot of pictures and updates!!:)

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