Addison Kayla

Addison Kayla was born still on Dec 16th. She was the most precious beautiful perfect little angel I have ever seen. It is so sad that she didn't get to experience one day here but all she knew was love. She looked so peaceful and was so precious. It was so hard to see her she looked like she was sleeping and you so badly wanted to wake her up and just knew that she never would. She was so perfect. We love you Angel Addi and we miss you so much!

My Future

So I am completely confused and lost about what to do with my future. I am very interested in attending NYU where I would get my bachelors and masters degrees. However I have been tossing the idea of moving to Kenya for sometime where I would volunteer in the feed the children center. What an amazing experience that would be and the biggest dream come true! Well so right now I don't know where to attend school, where to live, what to do with my future.. I totally feel like I am in the middle of a mid life crisis! (or maybe beginning life crisis would be a better term). How do you make such big life decisions and how do I fit all of life's plans into everything. I want to do everything but there is such little time to do everything! HELP!

Loving your job makes all the difference!!

First of all I have to brag! I have the best jobs!! I'm a full time nanny five days a week and I babysit for the same family one night a week (I consider this a job because I do it every week and I LOVE it!) Well I just have to say that it is those little things in life that make such a difference. I was told yesterday by my boss (the lady I nanny for) bought me a ticket to the Nutcracker and wants me to go with them.. How sweet! How they are so flexible and I have such a laid back relaxing job. They are one of the nicest most selfless families I have ever met and I absolutely love working for them! Then on top of all that I babysat tonight and it was such a bonding experience. The little two year old was trying to help me teach her baby brother how to walk. The boys were just being so good and fun and we played board games and just enjoyed each others company. What a great way to wind down from the day! I just got to say it's those little things that make life great!!

I started a blog!

I enjoy reading everyone's blog so much that I finally decided to start my own. No promises on how good it turns out :S sorry!