California Cake

I have helped out with many birthday parties and I have absolutely loved it. So I decided that I would completely do my nieces birthday party from the planning to the invitations to the games to the decorations to the cake making. So tonight I decided to do a trail run. The cake I made was in the shape of Mickey's head and M&M's spelled out California and the initials of my roommates, our friend and me. We are going on a road trip to Cali over spring break and so I'm getting everyone pimped up!

A million questions

I have recently found myself with the million questions of a child running thru my head.. Why does god allow bad thing to happen to good people and good things happen to bad people? Where is heaven? What's after this? What is true? What am I supposed to do with my future? What road do I take? Is there only one way? I have been learning about a lot of science stuff lately which I must say has added to my thinking.. Evolution has scientific proof, it's got evidence to back it up, is this the truth? The big bang theory it makes sense! Why are we here? Is there really a God? If so why does he allow certain things to happen? Who am i? So many questions I don't know what to do... Pondering...

Favorite Movie and Book

I have seen the movie PS I Love you 3 times and it is the best movie ever!! I recommend it to everyone and anyone! If you need someone to go with you I'm totally your girl!

First of all I have to say that I am NOT a reader, the only books I ever read were the ones that you are forced to read in school and none of them were over 300 pages long.. Well I started reading a new series; Twilight.. I absolutely love them! I read the first one (500 pages big pat on the back for me!) and I am on the 2nd one. They are such a great series and I'm stressing out about trying to find time to read them between school and work full time plus all of the other day to day tasks.. (I know it's weird me wanting to read!) Pick up the books they are awesome!

Addi is one month old

Tomorrow will be one month since my best friends beautiful precious angel Addi left this world. It's hard to believe that is has been a month already and it's been a really tough one. I Love you Casie and you will see your perfect little girl again! She is always in my heart and I think of you guys often!

Addison Kayla

Addison Kayla was born still on Dec 16th. She was the most precious beautiful perfect little angel I have ever seen. It is so sad that she didn't get to experience one day here but all she knew was love. She looked so peaceful and was so precious. It was so hard to see her she looked like she was sleeping and you so badly wanted to wake her up and just knew that she never would. She was so perfect. We love you Angel Addi and we miss you so much!

My Future

So I am completely confused and lost about what to do with my future. I am very interested in attending NYU where I would get my bachelors and masters degrees. However I have been tossing the idea of moving to Kenya for sometime where I would volunteer in the feed the children center. What an amazing experience that would be and the biggest dream come true! Well so right now I don't know where to attend school, where to live, what to do with my future.. I totally feel like I am in the middle of a mid life crisis! (or maybe beginning life crisis would be a better term). How do you make such big life decisions and how do I fit all of life's plans into everything. I want to do everything but there is such little time to do everything! HELP!

Loving your job makes all the difference!!

First of all I have to brag! I have the best jobs!! I'm a full time nanny five days a week and I babysit for the same family one night a week (I consider this a job because I do it every week and I LOVE it!) Well I just have to say that it is those little things in life that make such a difference. I was told yesterday by my boss (the lady I nanny for) bought me a ticket to the Nutcracker and wants me to go with them.. How sweet! How they are so flexible and I have such a laid back relaxing job. They are one of the nicest most selfless families I have ever met and I absolutely love working for them! Then on top of all that I babysat tonight and it was such a bonding experience. The little two year old was trying to help me teach her baby brother how to walk. The boys were just being so good and fun and we played board games and just enjoyed each others company. What a great way to wind down from the day! I just got to say it's those little things that make life great!!